I have been finding myself reflecting on my life and reflecting on how blessed and lucky I am as a wife, mother and woman. These days its hard to focus on the good and positive but I refuse to fall into all the negativity I see or hear everyday. Someone's always complaining about how hard and stressful their life is and I find myself filled with emotions of frustrations cause yeah we all have our days or moments when we feel overwhelmed with life but man I so am grateful for my bad moments cause I know it could be a lot worse and choose not to dwell in it. I thank God every day for my kids and my life, I thank him for this season in life and that I am so blessed to be here. So blessed to change poopy diapers(yep you read right), so blessed to clean snot off my kids nose(yep you read right again), and so blessed to clean up all the messes life throws at me. cause I know its only for a season and soon my kids will be grown and out of my hands care and out of my warm nest and thrown into a world I cannot control. I am on this soap box and I will remain on my soap box... heheheh i just dont like complainers.
anyway, my life these days has been filled with love, laughter and joy, yep im not sugar coating anything it really has, I am an optimist and always have been I can find good in anything and choose to live my life that way every day in every way I can! and with the celebration of our Lord Jesus Christ around the corner i will continue to be merry and cheerful :)
My girls are growing up so fast my Sarah girl is going to be 4yrs old in a couple of months!! and my Sophia girl just 8 weeks away from being 1yrs old! cant wait to throw a big party for her and celebrate her big "1" ~! they are such joys and are my happy girls who bring joy to so many lives around us.
AND #3 is on his/her way and will be here in 5 more months!! can u believe it 5 more months? I cant believe it! i am sooooo excited to meet third baby and welcome him/her into our family! we get to find out next week what the sex of the baby is if the baby lets us see... we tried the early detection ultrasound and the baby would not let us see even after i did a sumersault in the office! yes i really did a sumersault! i tried everything! and the baby was sound asleep! another lazy baby? man this is the life... lol God is so good cause i dont care what the sex is im just so excited to have 3 kids! :) holidays are gonna be a blast and only will get better as the years go on! I hope they love eacother and cherish eachother and really value family and most of all love God!... thats my goal. :)
thats all on my mind as i wrap everything up here and clim into bed :)
